prayer desperately needed

[card games and old friends]

i had to run away from a shooting recently.  different people have been trying very hard to discourage me from moving where God wants me to, to become a pastor, and practice Judaism instead of being a Christian (i'm a Messianic Jew).  someone from newsweek tried to trick me into giving her information about my sister being a scientologist (that really set me off).  a girl i was gonna ask on a date is going out with a guy she knows has multiple STD's and might have AIDS.  i did a bad job representing Christ to some friends.  i've been constantly depressed.

i'm seeing a therapist tomorrow.  but i need to see one now; i'm really doing bad.

i know i'm asking strangers here, but please be really careful how you respond or just say that you'll pray for me.    i'm trying as hard as i can to keep it together.

[stshores24]

Ok, will pray.

[Greenflyer 22]

I can definitely feel you on the sister being in something messed up, same here, just not scientology.

I'll be praying for it all also.

[card games and old friends]

thank you.  i slept almost all day, so i'm feeling a little better.

[Metaphizzle]

You'll be in my prayers.

[card games and old friends]

thanks, everyone.  i appreciate it.  the panic attacks from the shooting have gone away and seeing a therapist now is helping a lot.  i'm still dealing with depression, but once i'm able to do some charity work, that should get a lot better.

[stshores24]

Yeah, I know what you mean with the depression thing. I might have a solution soon, though.